uNaFFecTed

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Don't you know? by uNaFFecTed, literature

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Don't you know?

Don't you know i hate it when you call me beautiful? Tainted sweetness, Or so it seems today, And forever, And always. i don't know why But i just cant see it And i don't believe you When you say. O just please look away, Don't you know i hate it so. i look at my self and i just dont know. How you see what you say. It cant be so. But don't you know, That i hate it when you call me beautiful

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me against myself by uNaFFecTed, literature

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me against myself

Me against Myself The internal fighting just wont stop i blame myself for all that has faultered the glass breaks... the walls crash down around me they told me to forget " FORGIVE yourself" still i fight within myself nothing can be done - im weak and hopeless i sit and i stare ... just looking at the ground at the broken glass and walls that have crashed down i cry on the inside and scream for this to be okay but the walls dont uncrash the glass remains broken i sit and i fight i scream and i wait but the time goes by so slow in this state of misery nothing but pain fills my head i sit... silent and cold on the out

only thoughts by uNaFFecTed, literature

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only thoughts

Thoughts of losing you and the tears pour down Thoughts of losing you and my face hits the ground This lump in my throat makes it hard to breathe Feels like my emotions... suffocating me A crying girl, alone in the dark Thoughts of losing you a broken heart It shatters now, just at the thought A crying girl she feels like shes caught Caught in a world that's uncertain and unfair Watch my heart now as it bleeds, as it tears into a thousand pieces carried with the wind help me... i dont know how to put them back together again Thoughts of losing you it cant be real i separate the truth and how i feel Theres hope but th

empty by uNaFFecTed, literature

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empty

i sit here in the repetitive silence... my memory is blurred all thoughts of you are unclear. i dont know what to think anymore... i dont know if youre really here. you come and go through my broken tears... silent crys for you to help me... only end the way the started and im left here confused.... shallow hearted empty and cold broken and hopeless numb and not wanting to feel not wanting to feel the pain you make me keep inside i dont know where to run...i have no place to hide everythings against me in this nonexistant escape but then i fall back into your eyes and you invade my mind it all starts up again no where to h

little while by uNaFFecTed, literature

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little while

your widdles durl cries alone in the dark your widdle durl has a broken heart your widdle durl feels hopeless and small feels like shes worth nothing at all shes far from perfect..and far from your arms shes trapt in her self causing herself harm she wont cut no shes not that dumb there will be no suicide attempts from this little one she loves you....and your the only thing that keeps her going on but on the inside she feels herself come apart she stands in a hot shower her skin begins to burn her tears pour down and for you she yerns theres water everywhere she cant tell how much shes cried soon its over and she returns

anymore by uNaFFecTed, literature

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anymore

Nobody lives here anymore theres nothing left...no note on the door i wish you wouldve told me you were going i wouldve asked you to stay i wouldve pleaded and begged for you not to go away why did you desert me? and leave me to live this lonely hell i thought i knew you i thought i knew you so well but the guy i knew has moved away he doesnt live here anymore he left nothing... no note on the door he just left me here with nothing...nothing but my heart broken on the floor so dont come back to me.. dont ask for me to beg you not to go i dont know you anymore and ill save myself... i wont live in this lonely hell anymore

you wont see what ive become by uNaFFecTed, literature

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you wont see what ive become

I sit there alone Looking out to the water No longer having fun Light flickering over my skin As I watch you come near You wonder what's wrong You want to know But I'm no longer me I've changed and I'm gone No longer exist Just a shell alone No longer is there smiles No longer is there tears I'm numb and you won't see what I've become You wanted to help before Given up now Given up on me So I died deep inside No scream of help Escapes my lips I've given up trying I'm lost in my pain But it doesn't matter now Because I'm gone I can't let you see though Must appear fine So I smile and nod I'm

my everything by uNaFFecTed, literature

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my everything

i stand in front of you in fading existance feeling lifeless and gone but you reach out your arms and there i find warmth there im home there is my life my world and everything that i live for the coldness of my tears mixes with the warmth of your lips you kiss the pain away and my existance no longer fades i sink into you youre my fortrace my safeplace this may be crap but heh i love you Jason

the view from now by uNaFFecTed, literature

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the view from now

my view of the sun is different now different from the place i used to be from there my view was nothing but void a big ball of damnation in the sky ment id lived through another night i was still half alive enough to see the sun enough to feel the dread of another day the view is different now far from where i used to be lying here staring up at the window with the sun streaming through on my face and here im glad to be alive glad to be lying next to you in the back of this truck on a road to no where with the sun...streaming through on my face

the road by uNaFFecTed, literature

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the road

the road disappears behind us as the tears stream down my face they form a clear puddle on the seat youre sitting next to me but you seem a million miles away as far away as the road we left behind and i wish i could find a place of solitude in my mind a place where i could stop crying but i cant... just like i cant go back to the road we left behind did i mention this was so short...o no i didnt but it is..eh maybe its not done or somethin ---------------------edit--------------------- the road disappears behind us as the tears stream down my face they form a clear puddle on the seat you're sitting next to me but you see

slice me by uNaFFecTed, literature

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slice me

slice me open and rip out my insides i sit silently and you laugh as i cry it seems you dont care about the pain you're causing your hands are covered in my blood my insides are lying on the floor i sit, still silently crying as you walk out the door you dont even look twice as you go so i pick up my insides and put them back in i sew myself up, and wait for you.. wait for this to start over again

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United States
Deviant for 20 years
She / Her

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Current Residence: SC
Favourite genre of music: rock or anything...doesnt really matter
Favourite cartoon character: Odie
Personal Quote: "There is no normal life, there's just...life."

Favourite Movies

..10 things i hate about you..Girl,interupted, pretty woman

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Fuel.Incubus.CroSsFade.Nickelback.Saliva.Godsmack.koRn.LinkinPark. lots more...

Favourite Gaming Platform

ps2

Other Interests

...jay...music...jay

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uNaFFecTed

Jan 16, 2005

headache and rant

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Ok...what the hell? People make me sick...lots of people. im not sayin that in cases of abuse or adultery that divorce is wrong...but people who get married just to fuckin do it and get divorced like a year later piss me off. and then they do it over n over. ok. if this didnt work the first 3 times MAYBE you should be FUCKING SURE that you want to marry a person before you do it. and BRITNEY SPEARS makes me mad too. i mean...she has more fuckin money then she prolly knows what to do with....and shes all smiley tryin to be cute on tv talking about her little thing in Las Vegas..." i really just wanted to see what it was like to be married." ?

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uNaFFecTed

Jan 11, 2005

oo yay tonsillitis...

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yup, i have tonsillitis and ooo what fun it is...i went to the doctor all by myself today which was kinda weird cause i never have before...and if im not better in like 3-5 days i have to be tested for mono...and if i have that then life is going to suck...cause im gunna have an assload of work to make up. but o well....bedrest n being waited on is nice. bleh. aside from that...im very happy right now...me n jason had our 1 year 11 month anniversary this past saturday so its not long to our 2 year date :) im really excited about it cause im gunna surprise him with somethin that hes been askin me about and gettin mad over me not tellin him w

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Jan 2, 2005

o5's here....damn whered the year go?

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Hmm so yes. christmas, my birthday, new years and my little vacation from school have all come and gone. my birthday was good for the most part. Jason is just *sigh* the best. and i got a cake. my mom was an ass and made me cry. just because i asked her if she was paying for all 6 of us to eat at Texas roadhouse because we have a whopping 300 dollers or less in the bank. and she got pissed off because she said i was actin like i didnt wanna go and like i was throwing off at dicky, her boyfriend, and then she like started yellin at me and i wasnt sayin a word. even Jay said i was ok in what i asked and i didnt do anythng wrong but he didnt g